I'm so mad right now and have been since last week. My grandmother keeps taking my college money. I had enough to pay for another semester, now I don't. I told I was going to use that money too pay for the spring semester, but obviously she doesn't really care. The money was in a bag clearly labeled college money. She's already taken $120 out of my spending money, the only money I can spare when I need or want something she can't buy for me. She's owes me over $1000 in college money plus that $120. She won't be able to pay me back until next year when it will most likely be too late to register and get the classes I need.

Yeah she used to pay to bills, but why out of my money that was supposed to be used to further my education like she wanted, of course I like I want too or else I wouldn't be saying anything. Since she can't pay me back until it's too late she shouldn't have taken it because she's keeping me from doing what I want to do that will help me later on in life. I want to go to Auburn University but that continues to be pushed back because of her. I had to take a year off when I graduated high school because of her, she wouldn't help me with the finical aid stuff in the end I ended up not using her tax information.

I should just forget about college and use what money I do have now to buy a BJD and when she finally pays me back buy a good camera and take photos of my doll and sell them. I'll get a sewing machine and sew clothes for doll and other peoples dolls. I'll learn to knit and knit scarfs, hats, and other things for the dolls and sell them. I'll earn marketplace access on this one site while learning to do face ups for said dolls and do those for money. I'll do all of that and that's how I'll make my living. I'll be able to buy the other dolls I want and in time I'll finally be able to move out, I'll go to a city so I won't have to drive and that's how I'll make my living.

The only problem with that though is that no one will probably buy from me.

I just want my money so I can finish getting the credits I need here so I can go to Auburn so I can become a Graphic Designer sooner rather than later. I just don't like other people preventing me from doing something like that when they know I want to do it.


So I should just forget about college and if my plan doesn't work out I'll just continue to live with my grandparents, I won't work because I can't drive and no one is going to take me anywhere like that. So I'll just live with them until they die and then just live out on the street for the rest of my life.

It just really feels like what I want to better my life doesn't matter.


Well anyway I need help finding a good student loan.







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I desperately need money to go toward my college fund. I am already at a community college, but I can only get a Pell grant one more time(I've now gotten the last one I can get). I need to be there longer than that so that I can transfer to the university I plan on going to. I'll need to be a full time student for this coming semester which is 12 hours, I will need about $1,159.60 for that, plus books which will be about $200 or more for them. I have some, but people keep taking money out of what I have gotten that wasn't used for paying for my classes and books. They will not be able to pay me back in time before I will need it. I will REALLY need it to go.

Most scholarships I don't even qualify for, and I don't qualify for any of the loans I looked at. I've checked plenty of times and still haven't found a loan I can apply for and haven't found many scholarships I can apply for. I applied to some, but I didn't get them.

Then there is the deal with transferring to the university. I will need $40 for the application fee and then $200 to transfer that goes toward tuition. Tuition there is $21,728 for just a year. I will have to stay on campus. I will also need to be there for four years. So that's about $86,912 possibly more if they go up on tuition.

I also plan on studying abroad so no telling how much that might cost.

I am not able to work right now, but once I transfer I may be to do something to get some kind of cash to go toward my future years there. No one is hiring and I don't have a way to the job. I have a way to school, but not a way to any job I might possibly get.

I would appreciate any donations you give me. A $2 donation would be just fine with me, even a $1 one would. If you can only donate $0.50 that's fine too. I would really appreciate it very much. Any amount is just fine with me and greatly appreciated, just as long as I have something to go toward my college fund.

Please just donate some so that I won't have to borrow so much and so I won't have too much to pay back, IF I can even find a loan that I qualify for. I'm sorry that I don't have anything to offer you. If you want one of my photos then donate any amount and note me telling me you donated and give me your address and I'll send you whichever and how ever many you want.

If a good many of you would donate just a dollar that would really. I would really appreciate it if you donated at least a dollar. So if you are able to please donate, please.


Please and thank you.


What Exactly I need The Money For:

-One more semester at the community college
-Four years at the university
-Supplies I need for my major once I'm at the university(like a specific type of laptop)
-Transportation to places off campus(possibly, most likely)
-Food, I got to eat while there while I'm looking for a job or other ways of making money
-Study Abroad tuition and fees

Donate Please!





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I desperately need money to go toward my college fund. I am already at a community college, but I can only get a Pell grant one more time(I've now gotten the last one I can get). I need to be there longer than that so that I can transfer to the university I plan on going to. I'll need to be a full time student for this coming semester which is 12 hours, I will need about $1,159.60 for that, plus books which will be about $200 or more for them. I have some, but people keep taking money out of what I have gotten that wasn't used for paying for my classes and books. They will not be able to pay me back in time before I will need it. I will REALLY need it to go.

Most scholarships I don't even qualify for, and I don't qualify for any of the loans I looked at. I've checked plenty of times and still haven't found a loan I can apply for and haven't found many scholarships I can apply for. I applied to some, but I didn't get them.

Then there is the deal with transferring to the university. I will need $40 for the application fee and then $200 to transfer that goes toward tuition. Tuition there is $21,728 for just a year. I will have to stay on campus. I will also need to be there for four years. So that's about $86,912 possibly more if they go up on tuition.

I also plan on studying abroad so no telling how much that might cost.

I am not able to work right now, but once I transfer I may be to do something to get some kind of cash to go toward my future years there. No one is hiring and I don't have a way to the job. I have a way to school, but not a way to any job I might possibly get.

I would appreciate any donations you give me. A $2 donation would be just fine with me, even a $1 one would. If you can only donate $0.50 that's fine too. I would really appreciate it very much. Any amount is just fine with me and greatly appreciated, just as long as I have something to go toward my college fund.

Please just donate some so that I won't have to borrow so much and so I won't have too much to pay back, IF I can even find a loan that I qualify for. I'm sorry that I don't have anything to offer you. If you want one of my photos then donate any amount and note me telling me you donated and give me your address and I'll send you whichever and how ever many you want.

If a good many of you would donate just a dollar that would really. I would really appreciate it if you donated at least a dollar. So if you are able to please donate, please.


Please and thank you.


What Exactly I need The Money For:

-One more semester at the community college
-Four years at the university
-Supplies I need for my major once I'm at the university(like a specific type of laptop)
-Transportation to places off campus(possibly, most likely)
-Food, I got to eat while there while I'm looking for a job or other ways of making money
-Study Abroad tuition and fees

Donate Please!





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I can't believe I missed last years convention. I really wanted to go to. No one seemed interested in going with me though. I told them were it was and when it was and they didn't say anything else after that. Oh well.

I don't really evn like this year's theme.

Just posting something...I may go I don't know, I don't know though.



I also need to know how to make fox ears and a tail. I don't want the ears to be headbands, i want them to clip on maybe.






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I would really like to sell my photographs, but I have no idea how to do that. The print account isn't working for me.

I need money, I don't have a job, and I'm about to start college. I really don't think I could handle a job and school right now. Selling my photos would be the best way for me, but I have no idea how to do that. I'll mostly be taking nature photographs. Landscapes or whatever like that. I may take some of animals as well.

If you have any suggestions on how I should sell my photos please tell me.




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