I'm so mad right now and have been since last week. My grandmother keeps taking my college money. I had enough to pay for another semester, now I don't. I told I was going to use that money too pay for the spring semester, but obviously she doesn't really care. The money was in a bag clearly labeled college money. She's already taken $120 out of my spending money, the only money I can spare when I need or want something she can't buy for me. She's owes me over $1000 in college money plus that $120. She won't be able to pay me back until next year when it will most likely be too late to register and get the classes I need.

Yeah she used to pay to bills, but why out of my money that was supposed to be used to further my education like she wanted, of course I like I want too or else I wouldn't be saying anything. Since she can't pay me back until it's too late she shouldn't have taken it because she's keeping me from doing what I want to do that will help me later on in life. I want to go to Auburn University but that continues to be pushed back because of her. I had to take a year off when I graduated high school because of her, she wouldn't help me with the finical aid stuff in the end I ended up not using her tax information.

I should just forget about college and use what money I do have now to buy a BJD and when she finally pays me back buy a good camera and take photos of my doll and sell them. I'll get a sewing machine and sew clothes for doll and other peoples dolls. I'll learn to knit and knit scarfs, hats, and other things for the dolls and sell them. I'll earn marketplace access on this one site while learning to do face ups for said dolls and do those for money. I'll do all of that and that's how I'll make my living. I'll be able to buy the other dolls I want and in time I'll finally be able to move out, I'll go to a city so I won't have to drive and that's how I'll make my living.

The only problem with that though is that no one will probably buy from me.

I just want my money so I can finish getting the credits I need here so I can go to Auburn so I can become a Graphic Designer sooner rather than later. I just don't like other people preventing me from doing something like that when they know I want to do it.


So I should just forget about college and if my plan doesn't work out I'll just continue to live with my grandparents, I won't work because I can't drive and no one is going to take me anywhere like that. So I'll just live with them until they die and then just live out on the street for the rest of my life.

It just really feels like what I want to better my life doesn't matter.


Well anyway I need help finding a good student loan.







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